Well, I guess I've been rejected again, this time by The Ageless Project because it's way past the ten days they said they would add a submitted site. I also know this site is not dead because there are new sites added since my last visit.
It's discouraging.
Is there a fundamental flaw in my writing? In who I am? Is there something about this site that screams "I am subpar"? Am I coming across as age-ful, age-centric, age-intolerant? Am I the antithesis of their premise for being ageless?
I don't know. Maybe they just don't like me.
I know I'm probably overreacting to something very small. There's a human behind every website and I won't begrudge people of making mistakes. Maybe it is the implications in my mind that has me going off at such an insignificant thing as not being admitted. If I'm not ageless, then I'm ageful. In fact, I was never ageless in the first place and I will never be. It is inevitable that I will grow old and die.
And no one will remember me.
Damn it. I sound so egocentric. I think I will shut up now.
