Between the hours of 4 to 8 AM, especially if I managed to get to bed before midnight I get into this state that I personally call paralyzed dreaming. I'm not exactly paralyzed, I'm just too tired at the moment to even move. I'm aware that I'm dreaming (and sometimes I'm able to manipulate the events in those dreams) but I can't stop it until the dream itself runs its course. There are also times when I'm confused and I can't tell the difference between reality and dreaming--that's when I wake up and can't tell where I am.
Sometimes I wished I could talk in my sleep so I could record what was going on. Actually, better yet, if I could write in my sleep. I'm pretty sure the stuff I would jot down wouldn't make a lick of sense but hey, it'll be great fodder material for other things.
Which pumpkin are you? You are James! You are the most likely of the Smashing Pumpkins to lead a happy, normal life. your innate shyness conceals a wicked sense of humour and a fondness for sweet love songs.
